Diva's don't sweat
So I try to keep my composer. I breathe deeply and try to take in things one at a time.
A true Diva does not sweat small mistakes that can be easily corrected, she corrects them and moves on to the next challenge. If I'm to be a Diva I must learn to do the same. I'll do better next time.
Do Diva's forgive?
I have someone that I need to forgive so that God will forgive me, but I don't know how. Well actually I know how, I just don't know how to make myself do it. This grudge I have should be called a vice because it's holding on so tightly to my heart.
Truthfully, I hate her because she had him. She possessed him in a way that is off limits to me. I need to move foreword with my life, he hates her now and that should be enough to satisfy my need for revenge. But the thought of her and him....ugh. I need to move foreword with my life, she was just a fuck buddy and her heart was broken. I am being stupid, but I will not apologize for having a heart. I am trying to possess someone who has no wish to be possessed, he has told me this - as a friend. I need to move foreword with my life and stop being a jealous bitch.
She had him in a way that I can never have him, but I have him in a way that she can only wish to have him. Ha! I've moved on.


