A Queen Among Commoners

Still trying to find myself.....Where are you Beach???!!!

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Diva's don't sweat

So I try to keep my composer. I breathe deeply and try to take in things one at a time.
A true Diva does not sweat small mistakes that can be easily corrected, she corrects them and moves on to the next challenge. If I'm to be a Diva I must learn to do the same. I'll do better next time.

Do Diva's forgive?

I have someone that I need to forgive so that God will forgive me, but I don't know how. Well actually I know how, I just don't know how to make myself do it. This grudge I have should be called a vice because it's holding on so tightly to my heart.

Truthfully, I hate her because she had him. She possessed him in a way that is off limits to me. I need to move foreword with my life, he hates her now and that should be enough to satisfy my need for revenge. But the thought of her and him....ugh. I need to move foreword with my life, she was just a fuck buddy and her heart was broken. I am being stupid, but I will not apologize for having a heart. I am trying to possess someone who has no wish to be possessed, he has told me this - as a friend. I need to move foreword with my life and stop being a jealous bitch.

She had him in a way that I can never have him, but I have him in a way that she can only wish to have him. Ha! I've moved on.

Friday, December 21, 2007

Rule number one: Being a Diva has to start on the inside. Close your eyes and feel it. If you can’t quite picture it don’t fret. It takes time and patience. Practice every single day. I’ve found sitting at my computer, incense going and a glass of wine close by helps create the Diva mood.

Now, think to yourself. I am a writer, therefore I am a Diva. Tilt your nose ever so slightly, head high, shoulders straight. You might have to shake your shoulders to loosen up. Careful if you’re well endowed. I strained a shoulder doing this once. It really took away from my Diva moment.

Rule Number Two: Only after you’ve achieved inner Divahood can you move to the next step. Yes, the outer Diva. It’s so easy to make a faux pas so I caution you to be extremely careful.

The Visionary




You Are An ENTP



You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.

You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.

Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.

You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.

In love, you see everything as a grand adventure. You enjoy taking risks for love.

And if things don't work out, you're usually not too much worse for the wear!

You would make a great entrepreneur, marketing executive, or actor.

At work, you need a lot of freedom to pursue your own path and vision.

How you see yourself: Analytical, creative, and peaceful

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Detached, wishy-washy, and superficial