Between a Rock....

And I'm in that place again. You know, the one where I'm the abused. The one where I follow and never have my way. The one where I am treated as a formality. Yes I'm there again. And it's still hard in this place.

I Thank Him

I thank You for all that you do for me. I want to be better and I now realize how many people you've spoken to me through and somehow I stil don't believe fully. What's wrong with me? I feel this barrior between us. Please know me, Lord, and my heart. Thank You for getting me this job, thank You for my mate, just thank You.