The Miseducation

Lauryn told me to tell him
But she don't know
Rejection hurts me so
I keep listenin' to her words though
Maybe I'll gain strength from her flow
Then I can finally let my feelings show.
Lauryn keeps pushin'
But I ain't rushin' towards my heart's death
I have time left
Like after I create a fine self
A self externally beautiful
Lauryn told me to tell him
But Lauryn don't know how powerful doubt is.