Texas A&M

Howdy,
So I got in, now what do I do . It's not really where I want to go but I did the seemingly impossible by being accepted. I didn't think the decision would be this hard. I thought I would be rejected by all the big schools and since I don't want go to SFA that would leave me with great old Sam. The good news is that A&M is offering me enough financial aid to cover everything except 46 dollars worth of expenses. Sam: It just felt right. Nice campus and people. [BUT] I felt that I could go there and disappear into the background. It was that mediocre place that I've been looking for my whole life, where I would never have to step out of my comfort zone. Texas A&M: It's so strange and it scares me. It makes me feel that I can do something crazy and I like it. I don't know anyone though, except for Munit T., but I never really hung out with her and don't think I would fit into her crowd [The alternative life style one] and Lindsey G. and her crew, but again there's no real connection there. I'm still waiting on UT Austin to make up their damn minds because I'm sick of god-damn waiting. Okay I gotta go, but before I do.....There was a guy that emailed me a while back and he wanted me to send him my address so that he could send me something. Of course I think you're crazy man!! But I do thank you for trying to help me, but no thanks on the offer.

Okay I'm out.